I recently passed from altogether a phase of life I never imagined can come. I am a final year engineering student and had my internal vivas n submissions going on. Other day at the campus I was pretty thirsty n not finding a single drop of water in my sipper went to the water cooler installed n drank a sip. Felt a bit uneasy n didn't drink again. Went to the canteen but no packaged water was available. Did without water that day. That night i had 104 temperature. Gosh it was like a nightmare n next day again at campus with fever and the next again.My parents were shocked and even was the family doctor as I never suffer from sickness and such a high temperature is unusual. 5 days in a row and the fever doesn't cool down n on that nausea and vomiting had taken out energy of me n didn't let me eat anything. Finally on Friday I got the reports done and I was daigonised with Dengue and Jaundice n phalsipheram(malaria) with mere 50,000 platelet counts( shud be minimum 1,50,000) and was urgently admitted to the hospital. Man when the doctor inserted those syringes felt like this is it; how can they be so cruel keeping on inserting I don't know what sort of things inside the body and telling me I'll be fine soon?. Whole body pained like hell n the nurses kept on giving medications and kept on inserting syringes. Relatives and friends came in n went away I opened my eyes n closed so many people called but i hardly remembered who asked what.
Everything either looked very bulgy or very thin to me. Dad said I had swelling on my face n when I looked into the mirror it looked too bad. I felt bad at that moment of not taking care while drinking that single sip of water or just eating out at places not safe for ma health. You never know how things can affect you anytime anywhere. It was Diwali festival coming and my whole family is in a dilemma because of me not being well and coming and sitting at the hospital with me whole day is an additional problem. Well to be honest that was the time in the hospital I felt I will never see tomorrow because of the suffering and the weakness.My whole life, studies, paintings, writing, office, relations- I felt as if they are no more and will not be there I might never be able to be what i was again.
Now I am pretty good in a condition to at least sit and work from bed and preparing for my exams coming further.
I had become weak and fragile and I decided to write this down for others. I am lucky enough I have a family to take care of me when I'm down and help me recover from the low time I m going through but time doesn't knock and come and so I m writing this to you.
To let you all know that please take care while eating and drinking outside. It takes a moment to enjoy and ignore things but then it might cost a suffering of a lifetime. Its good to have fun and for go brunches and dinners but make sure you make it to the best safe place that suits you. .:)
Everything either looked very bulgy or very thin to me. Dad said I had swelling on my face n when I looked into the mirror it looked too bad. I felt bad at that moment of not taking care while drinking that single sip of water or just eating out at places not safe for ma health. You never know how things can affect you anytime anywhere. It was Diwali festival coming and my whole family is in a dilemma because of me not being well and coming and sitting at the hospital with me whole day is an additional problem. Well to be honest that was the time in the hospital I felt I will never see tomorrow because of the suffering and the weakness.My whole life, studies, paintings, writing, office, relations- I felt as if they are no more and will not be there I might never be able to be what i was again.
Now I am pretty good in a condition to at least sit and work from bed and preparing for my exams coming further.
I had become weak and fragile and I decided to write this down for others. I am lucky enough I have a family to take care of me when I'm down and help me recover from the low time I m going through but time doesn't knock and come and so I m writing this to you.
To let you all know that please take care while eating and drinking outside. It takes a moment to enjoy and ignore things but then it might cost a suffering of a lifetime. Its good to have fun and for go brunches and dinners but make sure you make it to the best safe place that suits you. .:)
