Tuesday, December 13, 2011

God in Disguise!!


Just a few minutes back I came back home with my final report prints and realised I forgot to get the signatures of my Company Guide in it..! Almost midnight and I thought if I should buzz him or not as a mere sign could screw up my presentation or just my project not eligle to be presented..!

Gathering courage I decided to call him and asked if I could come over to get a sign! He is such an awesome man. With all smiling face(I could imagine by his tone) he said come over I would love to sign it..! I grabbed my car keys and dragged my brother from the bed and threw him in the back seat! Couldn't help as it was mid night Indian roads are not safe to drive alone!

Out of the house area I realised I don't have a pen in hand and I couldn't ask my guide cum boss to bring his pen and put his imprints and on that no shops will be open so late! I looked around for any pharmacist stores or ice-cream parlours where I can borrow a pen and return back as soon as the sign is done! But to my bad luck didnt find anything open.

I saw a group of old age people standing by some closed store! Somehow managed to wake up the younger idiot(my brother obviously) ans asked him to go and ask for the favour! He asked them and to my surprise a teenage guy appeared from that group and showed up with a black marker! The young one told him that we'll return it in few minutes while coming back!

And he settled back in the front seat this time..! One foot on the clutch and the other on the accelerator and putting gears I start driving again to find the home address of the Man( My  Company Guide) somehow reaching a crossroad. As soon as I reached buzzed him and he gave directions which I followed with true sincerity and finally reached the destination.

Rushing out of the car with the certificates and the black borowwed marker I reached to him and requested him to put his so important signature there..!
He said smiling, "I never thought My signature will hold so much of importance."
"It actually does!", I replied smiling.
After done thanking him I said,"Thanks a lot and sorry to disturb you so late in the middle of the night!"

"Its absolutely fine! And I know unless urgent you never actually disturb!", And he waves me and goes back inside his house. And I was pretty happy to know that I actually hold a good impression on him..! And with satisfaction I feel I can sleep back the whole night and get recharged for the next day!

All this while the young one fell asleep on the left and I started the car with a sort of jerk to wake him up! I love to harress and nag him sometimes..! Well that was because he has to go out and return the marker to that teen and I dont want to get bored alone driving!

While returning I put brakes at the same place as the people were standing..! Young one steeped out and went towards the group standing. I could see that the group was still intact but that teen wasn't there! He looked around, here and there but nowhere anybody could find him. He also asked that group if they saw someone and they said they were standing there since last one hour and there was not a single other person except them!

Young one sat back inside and i stepped out to look around but in vain. Disappointed I left the pen with those people to return it to the guy if he returns!

Me and the idiot brother both were thinking how this could be possible. Like a group standing and a teenager comes out with exactly what we want and when we come to return it back neither there is the guy nor anybody of the group has seen him..! That moment for a second I felt like that might be god in disguise somehow knowing that I needed help somehow.

I don't know if actually that guy was god in disguise or not but if he wasnt then it makes sense that people around whom he came out from should have seen him though not known him.! I'm still thinking if this truly happened.>!!

Thursday, December 8, 2011

Best Friends!


My best friend was in a relationship with a guy I never liked or maybe say never wanted her to be with him..!Somehow I felt he is not the right person for her.

I still remember the night she called me up saying, "I had a break up yaar! I hate that guy like hell, he isn't even bothered of what I say and feel..............." And she continued speaking and I was hearing her proving to be a good listener!

After completing her talk I asked, "Do you want him back or sab khatam?"

"Yaar dekh, mujhe usse koi problem nahi hai, actually kisise problem nahi hai bas yeh hai ki jo karna hai kare but jo cheez mujhe galat lage mereko batake na kare!"

"Abe oye, agar woh galat kar raha hai and tujhe nahi bata raha to there is no point being with him anymore..! Jab tereko kuch samjhega tab na tere saath share karega and tab na tereko true partner milega..."

"Yeah, you are right but what should I do now? I mean we just had a row and i literally bombarded over him for that idiot bitch whom he brought home from college on his bike! And yeh kiya toh bhi jap nahi hai usko again the next day he did the same.."

"How do you know this?" I asked

"There are many people who tell me much more things than this and everybody sees everything! And agreed he didnt say anything to me but he shudnt have brought her when he knows that she affects me and it'll create a problem when I come to know about it!"

"Well, he actually did a wrong thing and what I suggest is sit together and sort it out! Tell him that he did a wrong thing and he has to accept it! See I'm nobody to speak to him about you both! It is you whom I can talk to and save from falling in a pit!"

"I know you never will want any wrong for me..! Okay, I am coming over to your place; will talk there..!" She announced.

"Okay, come soon", and I hang the phone.

It wa around 11:00 pm in the night when she rung the bell and I opened to welcome her teary eyes! I knew she was in a dilemma and I had to help her solve this as soon as possible and bring her out of it somehow; make her smile again!

After being with this guy for around three years, I must say she had changed a lot! A gurl who was a tomboy now is a gurl who actually behaves like a gurl! Short hair and tennis shoes was what she always preferred and now its long hair and flip flops..! I had seen her change through all these years. I never got to experience any of it all but seeing her I decided i ain't falling in!

I bought her a big tub of choclate ice-cream from the fridge and some chips with a dip.. And I could see her face lit up seeing them! She put a spoonful of ice-cream in her mouth and asked me, "What should I do now?"
"Relax for now and stop thinking about him! you are with me now and when we are together we define insanity.." I smiled looking in her dull eyes and she returned a fake one!

I went to my studio and brought out some color bottles and canvas attched to the isle.                      
"Chal kuch naya banate hain!"
"Yes, I'll use blue and you?" She asked with excitement
"Mmmmm, how about green?" I replied aking.
"Ah, I knew it..! But go for yellow..! We can make green mixing both.. ;)"
"Hmmm, kool!"
And she dipped the flat brush in water and then in the color bottle and stroked something on the canvas; I looked at what she was doing and she turns towards me...
"Its your turns now.."
"yeah! Let me put it this way!" I say and use my turn to make some strokes around!
She laughs and says, "this is going to be a mad work from you and me.. ;) Hehe"

And I giggled and feel happy inside to make the atmosphere light! She was happy to do this and I was satisfied for making her happy..! After all she is the one who's been with me through all ups and downs..!
We continued turn by turn and there in the end, a big blank canvas turns into a beautiful painitng with just two colors of two idiot soul friends!

It was fun making this happen and it was fun to finish off the chips and the dip and by the time we finished she had already forgotten about her problems thats what I had tought..!

It was around 2:00 am now and I asked her to sleep as we had colleges to attend next day!

She simply looked down and then up again and said,
"You have always been my true friend in all means! Thank you..!"

Today that girl is happily married to a person who loves her and respects her to the core and is soon expecting a baby! The best part is she overcame that guy and moved on and it was that night, that painitng we made which helped her not me! She took it away with her to the US and  walled it in her main room.

Its been five years she left India but still we talk regularly and with same depth of friendship which we shared long back! Sometimes I feel, friends are true angels sent by god and its upto us to keep them or let them walk away! I never did allow her to walk away nor did she and the destiny like always will keep us holding.. :)

Saturday, December 3, 2011

Mentor For A LifeTime!


Its been long since I had a talk with my mentor. Hearing about my bad health from somewhere he just buzzed me asking, "How are you now? I heard you have some bad health issues!"
"Pretty okay now Sir. How are you doing? Its been long I haven't got a chance to see you. I apologise since was committed to some work..."
And he says, "No, no don't be! Its okay since I know that you look up to me with due respect and I too understand you are one of my favourite students... I wanted to talk to you regarding this since long was just waiting for sometime to see you. Let me know when you get some time and then come over and we can discuss things?"
"Sure Sir, but could you give me a hint what is it about?"
"Oh nothing serious just about using your talent in true means and direction"
And he waves away bidding a bye!
I went through my diary for schedule revising as it was exams coming on head and my Mentor wants to see me. I was pretty happy that day as he had called me after so long as in its my mistake that I didn't contact him but in short there was a sense of happiness and true respect for him!
I called him up that evening and informed him of seeing him next day at the institute..! And he was much happy to hear that. In a sentence he said, "Good! Looking forward to see you!"
Next day evening when I saw him sit at his own old place, with his own sort of an attitude the feeling of respect came flowing in and I was happy to see him..!
I greeted him with a smile and he did welcome me with one..!
"Finally! Hows your health now? And hows everybody at home?"
"Well Sir, I'm pretty good to move around atleast and everyone's fine.. :) How are you doing Sir? "
"You can see me..! I'm as happy and as positive as always! Well I wanted to ask if you could do me a favour with your writing?"
I stared at him for a few seconds with fully open eyes and then asked, "What writing? Didn't get you!"
"Well, see I know you write pretty good enough and I want you to write what I have taught you for so long! The way you have been treated and the way you were build up to see you through all so long... you know what I mean!"
"You mean, you want me to put down things on sheets of how you mentored me all through?"
"Yeah! See I dont know how you would think of it and what you think. I know you respect me and so you are here today even after so many years! And I couldn't find a student like you all these years!"
I look down at the table and look at him and again at the table. I think then.. He is expecting me to write my respect towards him; and putting it to writing, you never know if I can do it or not! I mean I ain't sure if this could work. And I'm not a professional writer!
"Sir, do you think I can make it? I never wrote professionally and my language is pretty simple.."
"The best thing about your writing is, you never wrote without a feeling and I want you to put them in..! Just go ahead I'll review everything and ll get it reviewed from good readers..! Can you do it for me? I would get a gift of life from my favourite student!"
"Sure Sir, I can never say no to you but it'll take time and I dont know how much..! My schedule is such I hardly get time to even think about myself..."
"Go ahead! Write when you feel and just mail it to me! No deadlines..! Its your work and it should be the best..!! Coz you never gave anything except the best.. "
And he winks with a smile! I can see his trust and confidence in me and I wave him a bye and leave!
Coming back home all through the way I think about him since the day I joined him and the day I left..! And after so many years he has been the same and how I changed! He has grown old now and getting older each day..!
With each passing day he expects my mail with a new portion and I expect that I bring out atleast an hour of my day to finish his Dream..! I hope to complete my experiences with him as soon as possible as it'll be my tribute to the Mentor for Lifetime..!!

Saturday, November 26, 2011

Suffering Experience!

I recently passed from altogether a phase of life I never imagined can come. I am a final year engineering student and had my internal vivas n submissions going on. Other day at the campus I was pretty thirsty n not finding a single drop of water in my sipper went to the water cooler installed n drank a sip. Felt a bit uneasy n didn't drink again. Went to the canteen but no packaged water was available. Did without water that day. That night i had 104 temperature. Gosh it was like a nightmare n next day again at campus with fever and the next again.My parents were shocked and even was the family doctor as I never suffer from sickness and such a high temperature is unusual. 5 days in a row and the fever doesn't cool down n on that nausea and vomiting had taken out energy of me n didn't let me eat anything. Finally on Friday I got the reports done and I was daigonised with Dengue and Jaundice n phalsipheram(malaria) with mere 50,000 platelet counts( shud be minimum 1,50,000) and was urgently admitted to the hospital. Man when the doctor inserted those syringes felt like this is it; how can they be so cruel keeping on inserting I don't know what sort of things inside the body and telling me I'll be fine soon?. Whole body pained like hell n the nurses kept on giving medications and kept on inserting syringes. Relatives and friends came in n went away I opened my eyes n closed so many people called but i hardly remembered who asked what. 


Everything either looked very bulgy or very thin to me. Dad said I had swelling on my face n when I looked into the mirror it looked too bad. I felt bad at that moment of not taking care while drinking that single sip of water or just eating out at places not safe for ma health. You never know how things can affect you anytime anywhere. It was Diwali festival coming and my whole family is in a dilemma because of me not being well and coming and sitting at the hospital with me whole day is an additional problem. Well to be honest that was the time in the hospital I felt I will never see tomorrow because of the suffering and the weakness.My whole life, studies, paintings, writing, office, relations- I felt as if they are no more and will not be there I might never be able to be what i was again.


Now I am pretty good in a condition to at least sit and work from bed and preparing for my exams coming further.


I had become weak and fragile and I decided to write this down for others. I am lucky enough I have a family to take care of me when I'm down and help me recover from the low time I m going through but time doesn't knock and come and so I m writing this to you. 


To let you all know that please take care while eating and drinking outside. It takes a moment to enjoy and ignore things but then it might cost a suffering of a lifetime. Its good to have fun and for go brunches and dinners but make sure you make it to the best safe place that suits you. .:)

Tuesday, July 19, 2011

New Composition part 2.. !

Could you tell me how-
You made it a point..!!
To Break my heart-
In the middle of Midnight..!!
You could have told me before-
You loved Someone else..
You could have showed me-
It didn't matter..
I was someone else-
For you Always!
I gave mah soul to you...
Hold' on for a moment o two..
Can't imagine-
My life without you...!!

In the middle of this night;
You leave me helpless...
Just can't afford to-
Take this restlessness...!!
I don't have those-
Words to say.......
Nor do I have the Courage to Stay...!!
With a Broken Heart I leave...
At last I own-
A worst Nightmare to Believe...!!!

Saturday, July 16, 2011

New Composition .. :)

I could have walked a long way;
If I Had the strength to tell you;
How much I belong to you... !!!
I tried to weave with all the love..
I had..!
The moments of being together-
We, for so long had shared..!!
Didn't you feel to give a glimpse
Inside of ma heart..
To let yourself know-
How being away from you...
Makes me feel Apart!!
Life's brought me today,
To this stage-
Where I feel Stronger and leaves me
With a li'l faith..!!
No one any more will come in-
To see what's going on;
'Coz when you didn't bother..
I belong to no one..!!!

Saturday, April 23, 2011

Genius At Stealing???? You are SUED!!


Whenever I develop ideas in my individual mind, free of the effects and influences of others findings, claims and analyses; somehow its prompted in my brain that the idea is already shaped and changed in response to what has already been stated by others. My ideas emerge from the readings of others works or maybe a verbal exchange I had with some colleague or heard someone talk about it somewhere.

Well it is appropriate to say that I live in a vast society where I get influenced by someone or the other; and my brain responses to all formal and informal discussions, reporting or any debate whether in verbal or in written. What a great system Brain is! It starts working when I hear or read something striking and makes me curious to know about it more. But is that the case which happens with every individual' s brain?

The answer is NO! The best example is students. The 21st century has got the best of gadgets, Internet with the best speeds ever, and much more; you name and you get it-parents providing luxury to their "forward kids". And PLAGIARISING is the best thing these kids put to use their luxury to make the impossible to be possible for them.

Could you imagine a below average student who doesn't know anything about Computers writing a five page essay on Computers? Impossible, right?

But this is possible - Plagiarism helps this student.  I chose to write on Plagiarism to create awareness on how students can be expelled or given a 'duck' for their project by their respective Universities for they have been plagiarising and not quoting the copied stuff or maybe they are not even aware that they are doing a wrong thing.

It has become a common practice to envision the verbal and written exchanges between speakers and listeners, readers and writers, researchers and their sources, as interactions constitute communities of discourse. Talking about Academic Communities- they share interpretive, analytic, and argumentative conventions but do explicitly link quoted materials to the name of the person who wrote them or people who said those words.

In fact, a mark of strong academic writing is the practice of situating one’s claims and findings within a tradition of inquiry into the subject and at times indicating one’s affinities or disagreement with one or another avenue of thought. We call this practice “Documentation of the related work or state of the art (SOA)”.

Defining plagiarism in laymen language means "Copying from others work" and technically it can be defined as a "intellectual theft of words or work of some other person". Plagiarism encompasses a range of errors and violations. Though the charge of plagiarism can be levelled against writers who incorrectly or neglect to cite borrowed materials, it most often tempts students who find themselves in the dire straits of having to complete a written assignment without previously having undertaken the laborious and time-consuming process of research, reading, note-taking, interpretation, and analysis.

They do not understand that their respective instructor's duty is to help and guide them properly to complete their respective papers. One of my colleagues when caught by my plagiarism finder claimed that his plagiarism has occurred without his knowledge or intent. Since ignorance of convention is not a reasonable defence it is best to be acquainted with the ways in which plagiarism occurs and proper documentation provided by the University.

According to the Merriam-Webster Online Dictionary, to "Plagiarise" means:
•To steal and pass off (the ideas or words of another) as one's own
•To use (another's production) without crediting the source
•To commit literary theft
•To present as new and original an idea or product derived from an existing source.


In other words, plagiarism is an act of fraud. It involves both stealing someone Else's work and lying about it afterward.
But can words and ideas really be stolen? According to U.S. laws, the answer is “YES”. The expressions of individual’s original ideas are intellectual properties and are protected by copyright laws.

All of the following are considered plagiarism:
•Turning in someone Else's work as your own
•Copying words or ideas from someone else without giving credit
•Failing to put a quotation in quotation marks
•Giving incorrect information about the source of a quotation
•Changing words but copying the sentence structure of a source without giving credit
•Copying so many words or ideas from a source that it makes up the majority of your work, whether you give credit or not.


Most cases of plagiarism can be avoided, however, by citing sources. Simply acknowledging that certain material has been borrowed, and providing your audience with the information necessary to find that source, is usually enough to prevent Plagiarism.

 When you paraphrase another person's argument, exposition, or interpretation, or borrow another person's distinctive phrase, concept, suggestion, or factual finding, you must indicate this by immediately acknowledging the source.
Student Rights Officers are available to provide independent advocacy, assistance and advice in relation to a disciplinary matter.

In accordance with the University Plagiarism Policy (U.S), students are required to submit an Assignment Cover Sheet for non-examination assessment, which defines plagiarism and requires students to certify that plagiarism or unauthorized collusion has not occurred.

It is always expected and accepted by the faculty that the students may consult or ask for assistance from their colleagues or their seniors however each student should work individually on the assignment and not in groups unless directed to do so.


Stop STEALING! It will make nobody else but you an accused one day for what you have been doing for so long not knowing or without any intent.

Join hands in creating awareness against PLAGIARISM because it’s we who do it and it is we who has to stop it.

Sources:
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Acknowledgements:

Senior Researcher:

Niraj Aswani
University Of Sheffield, London.



Thursday, February 24, 2011

The New Composition..!!

The truth lies;
Here in the face...
But-
I ignore it,
To see the true LIES..!!
Yes he played -
With me, with my life;
But he doesn't care,
To see-
How have i been?
Long back we had met,
Love in sight -
And we fell!
Told me he loved me mad;
This is what today -
I see and i get?
Bought me to a time,
Where nor i live nor i die,
Without him life seems -
Difficult to pass by...!!

Friday, February 4, 2011

Break Away!!

Grew up in a small town; And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window; Dreaming of what could be
And if I'd end up happy; I would pray
Trying hard to reach out; But when I tried to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me; Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I prayed I could break away.....!!!!

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

True Colors

D blood was shed It ll nva be d same
Feel the intruding lead dat hangs ma head in pain
Executed widout flaws Wid no issues at hand
U dug deep with ur claws Into a faceless land
Ur face full of lies Wen u greet me at dat place
I see thru ur disguise N reject your embrace
D wound u try to heal Is nw a gaping maw
Ur wrds can nva conceal D true colors I saw.